IS IT JUST ME....

or does anyone feel bad for holly madison? don't get me wrong..i like hugh hefner...i think he's a really genuine guy..sure, he breaks for hooters but he manages to somehow do it tastefully..i like playboy..really, i do.

i happen to like holly madison as well. she's funny. a funny that isn't like the other two..who only seem to satisfy show purposes. bridgett i think is semi-genuine..but too ambitious for a relationship and the other one, well...it's not rocket science, folks.

but i was reading in the sun-times this morning that holly and bridget were in town..and when they asked bridget what her future plans were..she said she would like to travel and give holly and hef..."some private time"...

then they asked holly if she would ever be married...and she said she doesn't think she will ever be married...then they asked her if she would have kiddos anytime soon and she said..she hoped to before she "expires"..?

i think it sucks that those are her answers..because i believe em. my heart goes out to her because she knows he has no plans to get married..but she stays..

is she wrong for staying? or is he being a bit unreasonable if he really loves her?

and why do i feel so sad when she gets interviewed...

granted as with all tabloid publicity, they could already be hitched and just keeping it a secret but i don't buy that for a second...i really believe he's a no-go.

and to top it all off..if he dies, she gets a million dollars. while that's nice and unfortunate of his death..(wishing him only good health)...where does that leave her? is it a million for her broken heart?

do they all get a million?

i wish they would marry. not for the money..or the house...or the magazine..

for love. am i wrong? anyone else feel this??

clink clink goes my wine glass....