Falling for something...........it could be a person or ideal. I am at the crossroads in my life that I am falling ....falling so fast that it makes me happy when I am awake or when I am sleeping. I never knew that something could have truely impacted my life the way it did.........falling angels

 

  A young single attractive woman goes out with her friends on saturday night. She is accompany by her female counterparts. What turns out to be a night of girls trying to forget the stress of work and the stress of personal battles turns into a competition of Who can score the most of Guys that night. I went out not too long ago with a good friend of mines...we went to our usual spot...admist the lounge where a group of girls just clawing each other out. But the not the physical way but more in the mental way. What is suprising enough is that these same women are all friends. And they were fighting for the attention of some random hot guy sitting 2 tables from them. Granted the guy was gorgeous but the catfight that ensues was unbelieveable.Friends to foe in matter of seconds. Dating in Chicago has become a more LA sport event than actually trying to find someone that you can actually have a connection with.  We all have been there...its call the WING MAN/WING WOMAN system. But when does system back fire on you ? When your friend turns on you because this person has taken interest in you and not your friend. I have fallen on the system numerous times but the girls I deal with are true girls . We realize that no matter hot guy the is...he won't leave us cold inside. We stay grounded to the things that bond us..c'mon what guy can listen to this girlfriend talk about for hours shoes/books and etc. Dating in chicago has fallen into all out war. If its not with your friends...is being mislead or being used by someone who you thought had some interest in you. This triangle that we all have fallen has taken it toll...so I will sit out for awhile and let someone else play this triangle tango alone.

 

 Ever wonder...what life has store in for you ? I often myself asking myself that question. As I get older...the question has become less important ...and I ask myself...did I do something I really wanted to do or was it something by nature i did. We often do things that are so natural..almost like innate INSTINCT that we don't stop to wonder ..does this really make me happy. Will it give total satisfaction or just temp relief. No matter what you do in your every day life...make sure its beautiful for you to remember that you will have a Bella day in your heart.